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Tuesday, March 01, 2011


Jaded...

It's disheartening to know that you've tried your best but yet confronted otherwise.

Even disheartening to get pulled into a complaint which you've never committed to.

Makes one very jaded.

The only good thing to happen today was to hear the colleague's son blabber his school poems. Cute.

So tomorrow's only gonna be better. I hope.

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Monday, December 27, 2010


Sick on post-boxing day sucks!

It sucks to be sick on boxing day, or post boxing day, as a matter of fact. Especially, when you're off and intended to get out for some fresh Christmas air and shopping!

Apparently, the body reckons an off day at work is equivalent to an off day for the immune system as well. That explains the continuous sneezing and forever running nose. I swear I've never sneezed so many freaking times in my life before! It's like 342348203849283402834 times, continuously, consecutively, whatever-ly for a straight 2 hours. A hiatus of like, 10 minutes ensue before it starts all over again.

Sucks ttm!

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Monday, April 12, 2010


A day lost

On my off day today, I've originally intended to:
  1. Pack my clothes
  2. Iron my clothes
  3. Pack / organize my stuffs, bags, etc
  4. Go to Maybank to enquire about study loan
  5. Sort out my DBS Internet Banking
  6. Start digging my toiletries / cosmetics bags and what's not to prepare for my upcoming HK trip
  7. Sort my mail

And I ended up nua-ing the whole day, none of the above is accomplished!!!

And it's a freaking hot weather and I can't sleep comfortably without sweating!!! I feel I'm in a toaster, really. Why doesn't it rain on my off day!!?!?

Great, I just wasted one off day.

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Thursday, April 08, 2010


Jaded

Sometimes I can't understand why people can finish their work way before 5 while I'm slogging away like hell everyday. This week, amidst my never ending daily work, I've approved like 13 corporate accounts and still counting and yet the mountain of accounts is still not seeing any signs of decrease. The in-tray is breaking, seriously.

Another thing I can't understand is that how people can eat, talk, sms, read newspapers a la leisure mode while waiting for me to approve their work when all along they can do so for each other in their supposedly "leisure time". Fine if they insist to wait, but I simply can't stand it when the minute it comes to their turn, they start to rush me like I'm the one who's slow and delaying their work! WTF! I don't remember myself like that when I was a CSO. Initiative must have died somewhere....

And though I have 2 ears and a pair of hands, I can only handle information with one freaking brain. Call me incompetent, but I cannot process information with one on each side asking different questions while approving a totally separate case.

Sigh! Don't know why I'm working so hard for. Feeling super jaded and hence the blast out.

To keep myself going, I shall not forget the following:

Next time you are stressed, take a step back, inhale and laugh.
Remember who you are and why you are here.
You are never given anything in the world that you cannot handle.
Be strong, be flexible. Love yourself and love others.
Always remember, just keep moving forward.

And so I shall.

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Thursday, February 08, 2007


Sick again

I think the freaking virus might have mutated in my body coz I'm feeling sick and groggy once again.

Shit.

I want to eat New Year goodies.....

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Monday, February 05, 2007


Just graduated?

Today, a customer actually asked if I've just graduated from school and joined the workforce.

On normal days, I would have felt very happy and flattered, if not for the last sentence he added. "Because only young people have pimple...."

Shit him.

Yes, I've got a not-very-huge pimple above my lips, very small in fact, but bloody prominent because it looks like it's going to burst any moment.

And bloody hell am I going to burst it now.

Shit.

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Tuesday, January 23, 2007


Sick



Me is sick until want to die already.

Me thinks this is a very good idea to lose weight coz my throat bloody hurts until I don't feel like swallowing any food and my cough seems like it will bloody cough out everything I swallow. For the record, I only had one meal per day since Saturday.

Fabulous lose weight idea. Not counting the fact that I'm already underweight at 49kg.

Great. Now I'm blogging erroneously as well.

Till I'm better, hopefully.

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Sunday, September 17, 2006


Back from Phuket

I came back from Phuket with 2 wounded toes, one slightly swelling thumb-toe, and a 浸水的 spoilt handphone.

Somehow, my miraculous adidas bag managed to stay dry on the outside and trapped buckets of water in the bag. Can you imagine the awe on people's faces when I started pouring the water out from my bag like how one would pour water out from a jug?!? Frankly speaking, it's not very exciting to see your stuffs swimming in your bag. Especially electronic stuffs....

A good thing I decided not to bring along my MP3 player out to sea that day, or I can imagine how 损失惨重 & 伤痕累累 I will be.

That said, the beaches were fantastic, with crystal clear water so clear, you can actually see the fishes.

Pictures & blog later....if I'm not procrastinating.

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Tuesday, August 29, 2006


Never so 准

About one month ago, I dug out my antique calculator from my secondary school days upon knowing that I'm gonna take the stupid financial test.

Seeing that the antique calculator is still miraculously working despite so many years of non-usage, I jokingly told my colleagues that the calculator might suay suay die on me on the fateful day when I'm gonna take the test.

Now, one month later, a day before the fateful day of my test, my calculator indeed, died on me.

Tell me, why am I never as 准 in predicting toto and 4Ds numbers?!?

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Friday, March 10, 2006


Suay

You know you are suay when the customer threatens to complain about you not because of anything remotely about your service, but because you tried to tell them that Raffles Place and Balestier Street are two different places.

"What is the address?"

"xx Raffles Place"

"And the street name?"

"The street name is Raffles Place..."

"I tell you, stop playing punk with me. NO! It is Raffles Place, Balestier Street! I'm gonna complain about you and you're going to get hung!"

"But Raffles Place and Balestier are two different places....Are you referring to..."

"Do you know what is stop making fun of me??? I said, it's Raffles Place, Balestier Street!"

Piak phone.

Go and die.

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Tuesday, February 07, 2006


Random shit

Shit! - I think I overspend again this month. It's been happening far too often and I wanna die.

Double shit! - I missed the first epi of the new season Desperate Housewives despite numerous reminders to stay at home so that I can catch it on tv. Failed.

Triple shit! - Right now, this moment, I'm sneezing like nobody's business and I really feel like shit lor.

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Sunday, February 05, 2006


I hate pimples!
// Listening to: 杨丞琳 - 理想情人

I have a nasty outbreak of pimples!!!

My face is once again infested with those nasty things called pimples. There used to be only one or two (which I already think is unbearable) massive pimples on the nose, but now, it has escalated to the forehead, chin and everywhere on the bloody T-zone. Like, 3 on the forehead, one in its "pre-stage" on the nose, one somewhere around the upper lips threatening to burst, and I think another one also in its "pre-stage" on the chin. The horror!!!!

I just want to die.

Mr Eeyore is happy to comment that I should change my name to Pimple Heng instead. Why, thank you very much.

Sometimes, I suspect it's Mr Eeyore himself who's cursing me with the pimples. Like, when he's in Australia, I don't remember my pimples being that bad. Moreover, he's been cursing me with one pimple per cab ride to work.

That explains it. I think I've been taking a tad too much cabs to work recently.

Shit.

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Sunday, January 15, 2006


I love training but not with her...

I just want to make it to note that it was appalling to attend training with an irritating and obnoxious fellow.

Perhaps, more about it later...

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Saturday, December 24, 2005


Sad Christmas
Mariah Carey - All I Want for Christmas is You

My poor heart is still aching for my lost phone. The fact is, not only did I lose my phone, but along with it, my entire collection of photos, videos and contact numbers.

Everybody who knows me knows that I take a considerable amount of photos and videos, from the places I go to the things I eat. The photos and videos are an important part to my memories, and losing them would mean losing part of my memories.

Now, I'm deeply traumatized every time I eat something, because it reminds me that I've eaten the same thing and taken photos of it before. With that, it triggers the thought that I've lost my phone f-o-r-e-v-e-r. Of course, you may argue that I can start all over again, nothing is impossible what! But sadly also, nothing is the same anymore. Like the fact that my SIM card now has only 10 miserable contacts, and I have to resort to asking everybody who sms me Christmas messages, "Sorry just lost my phone, who are you ah?"

Since I lost the phone, I've "test drive" every one of my friends' phones and surfed the website for new phones, but sadly, nothing fancies me at the moment. Either it does not have expandable memory, or it has ugly design like a sweet potato. Want to get a phone for Christmas present also difficult. Shit.

Today is Christmas Eve and I have no programmes for the day. For the first time ever, I think I will have to spend a lonely Christmas Eve night at home.

I hate the bloody thief who stole my phone. I hope you lose yours too.

To the rest, Merry Christmas and a good year ahead.

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Tuesday, December 20, 2005


I WANT TO CURSE THE BLOODY IMBECILE WHO STOLE MY PHONE

SOME BLOODY IMBECILE STOLE MY N7610 LADEN WITH 3 HANDPHONE ACCESSORIES WHICH I'VE JUST BOUGHT.

I HEREBY CURSE THE ASSHOLE TO ROT AND SUFFER FOR ETERNITY WITH RAISINS GROWING ON HIS HANDS AND LEGS SO THAT THE NEXT TIME HE STEALS, RAISINS WILL FALL AND HE WILL BE BLOODY DISCOVERED.

I HEREBY CURSE THAT EVERYTIME THE ASSHOLE WALKS OUT WITH A NEW HANDPHONE, THE HANDPHONE WILL BE IMMEDIATELY STOLEN.

I'M TOO SAD AND ANGRY TO CONTINUE WITH THE CURSES.

I WONDER HOW CAN ONE TAKE SOMETHING THAT IS NOT RIGHTFULLY THEIRS AND NOT FEEL ANY GUILT WHATSOEVER.

SOMEBODY PLS KILL ME.

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Sunday, December 18, 2005


WHY??????

Swatch people called me this morning, wanting to tell me that my long-awaited watch is here, FINALLY.

But, I was freaking sleeping and missed that stupid call.

One freaking missed call and they told me they've sold my watch.

Shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I want to die.

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Monday, December 12, 2005


P.A.T.H.E.T.I.C

I've just realised that my bonus is so bloody freaking pathetic. Repeat after me, p.a.t.h.e.t.i.c.

I've also just realised that my total UNI$ earned from my UOB card spending totals to a whopping 3200. Let's do the math.

1UNI$ = $5 spent

Which literally means, I've spent a total of $16,000 on my UOB card!!!

That, plus the frequent cab fares.

Ah God, if not for these evil things, I would have been bloody rich already.

Pathetic. Just pathetic.

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